a baby please!

pic from war protest in Portland OR

* editors note- I mistakinly made a post on our upcoming iui being #12. That should have been #13 or 14, not 12, sorry. I forgot the 1 or 2 home insems we did years ago w/The Sperm Bank of California before we switched to NW. Jeez. Can you believe that!? Points out that we have been doing this too long!

Soooo, I have the menopur in the fridge waiting for iui #14 ( see above editors note!). We will still be waiting for a while before we begin that so it is on hold basically. I'm hoping for Sept. especially since my heart hurts everyday & getting pregnant is all I can think about. My step cousin just had her second baby, & the teacher I work w/now is pregnant and has a 2 yr old son. One of my students mom just had her 8th baby (yes 8th), and two other moms are getting big and roundly pregnant. All these pregnant women are killing me.

K had a dream last night that we had a daughter. She had dark curly hair, a light tannish skin color and bright, electric, pale blue eyes that shocked K as she was born and K was just entranced by her eyes. I asked her if she tried to put her back inside since she really wants brown eyes like hers, but she said no LOL. She thinks her dream was a good sign. She dreamt of Chris, her ex's baby before she was born, so she hopes it is good news for us too. FX, but I don;t want to jinx anything.

I have sent in my resume to 2 different co's here that are hiring for jobs that will be better pay & hopefully have health benefits that include some infertility, maybe iui's or ivf! whoo hoo, that would be great! I am actively job searching to try & change the whole situation. :)

I will take some pics of scrapbooking/cards this weekend and hope to post in the next week or so. If anyone else has some work to share , start taking pics! I wish there was some kind of photo album feature here. I think I can only try to fit 3 pics on top of each post. ? oh well

Brand new pics coming soon! ( all diff ones, not just scrapbooking stuff, LOL) I will also post some of the best young kids music. Some of it is really good- enuf for parents to listen to also!