very very interesting, hhhhmmmm

{pic=K in ocean, OR 2006) *K confirmed we had 2 shipments from TSBofC before we wnt to NW so we have done 13 insems. That is new official #.

K is finally opening to the idea of adoption. She wants to try harder to knock me up now to avoid adoption. Either way would get me a baby so is fine by me, LOL.

It came up because our friend brought up an interesting idea to us. A friend of a friend is pregnant again, has a child already that her parents are raising, and has had a couple of abortions. She is young, teen or early 20's. So our friend said to other girl's friend..."Do you think she would consider adoption instead? K and T have been trying so hard for so long, I could ask if they would want to adopt." They agreed to ask us and her. Of course when she called here, I started crying and said I would agree to whatever she wanted and we would be forever grateful and blessed if she chose to do that. K cried too, but had reservations- same as she has had for any adoptions...will the mom change her mind & take the baby away? How long until the birth parents can't change their mind anymore? Can we afford it? How devastated would we be if it fell through? Could we recover?

We know they haven't even talked to her yet, it is just a glimmer of a chance, floating on a whisper of hope. So we are exploring ALL our options now, & I told K I will keep trying to get pregnant, but I will ALSO start planning for adoption, private or foster-any we can afford. If we hear any news from this girl about choosing to place the baby w/us for adoption, we are definately ready to jump all over it! Scared something might go wrong, but thrilled too! Oh, could the answer even be that easy?!

If you meditate or pray or send energy, please send some thoughts out that something resolves soon so we can have our baby ( bio or not, or both!)!